My sincere sympathy to the family and friends of Ms. Susan Murray. Words are never enough at a time like this when we are left to mourn the passing of a loved one but our God assures us at Psalm 145:19, He hears their cry for help, and he rescues them. So rely on God to help you through this crisis. He is able, open your heart to him in prayer, he listens. We read at Psalm 34:18 , Jehovah (God’s) name, is close to the brokenhearted. He saves those who are crushed in spirit. Our God will help us deal with our sufferings. Psalm 147:3 goes even further when it says, He heals the brokenhearted, he binds up their wounds. God is there to take you through this dark times.