Please accept my deep and sincere condolences on the passing of your loved one Ms. Vashti Mc Eachnie. Words are never enough to express what we feel when we lose a loved one in death, But Psalm 145:19 tells us,He (God) hear there cry for help, and he rescues them. God knows how you feel at this time, he is ready and willing to help you, go to him in prayer, Psalm 34:8 says, Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted. Read your Bible daily and rely on God always for the strength and courage you will need to cope. Please stay safe always.