Condolences to the family of: Patricia Squance.
It’s a painful thing to lose our family in death, However God knows and understand just how much you are suffering. In God’s word at psalm 55:22 it says in part to, throw your burden on Jehovah and he will sustain you, so heartfelt prayer is vital to cope with our grief.
Revelation 21:3,4 shows, that God will wipe away all tears and death will be no more, so imagine a future time when you can welcome your dead love ones by mean’s of a resurrection (John 5:28,29) Do you believe this can happen?
Titus 1:2 says God cannot lie .