Papa, is it weird I still come to this page? I already know the answer, yes it’s weird. I just don’t know where else to go to find you. Perhaps if I come back to the last place I left you, I’ll get a sign that’ll point me to where you are. We knew it was going to be hard when you left… I didn’t know it would feel so hollow though. Everything seems so pointless now. How are your mom & dad? Do they know us? What’s it like up there? Maybe you could drop by sometime. I don’t just miss you, a piece of me is missing. Dad misses you terribly too. I think we are both just now half versions of ourselves. Every day since you left, has been harder than the day before. I love you; nothing will change that, not even this new lopsided world.