My heartfelt condolences on the passing of your loved one Mr. Stephen Carew, he is gone but definitely not forgotten. We were not created to die so death is never easy to accept however, it is something we must deal with. At 1CORINTHIANS 1:3 and 4,we read, Praise be the God and Father…Of tender mercies and the God of all comfort who comforts us in all our trials so that we may be able to comfort others in any sort of trial with the comfort we receive from God. Open your heart to God, talk to him, tell him how you feel, he will comfort and strength you.